| *sigh* I'm bored.... someone call me.
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What is this feeling
way down in my heart
it gets my hopes up
then tears me apart
what do I do
who can I trust
how can I live
with this feeling of lust
when we are close
and you look at me
"lets just be friends"
is all that you see
there is more to the story
the part you don't know
when I look at you
I don't know where to go
I get this weird feeling
down in my gut
my heart skips a beat
my life's in a rut
I can't tell you this feeling
because well you see
there's one other person
besides you and me
you have a girlfriend
you love her so
she is my good friend
I love her also
I've known her since
before I met you
but I have a problem
now I have to choose
who do I love more
my friend or my crush
this feeling is turning
my heart into dust
I can't escape it
there's nowhere to run
I just can't decide
it looks like you won
you've got it all
a great love it seems
Your life is perfect
so are my dreams
I can't have you on earth
so I'll have you like this
in my dreams you are with me
in a perfect bliss
if you should ever
need my help
I'm there for you
every time you melt
I'll still tell you
that nothing is wrong
I'll be okay
although I long
for every day
just to say
"I love you" and
I hope and pray
that one day you
will love me too
in the same way
that I love you
you think I'm kidding
though I'm not
when I say `love you
I kid you not
every time
I think of you
I get the shivers
my heart does too
it skips a beat
and sometimes stops
my heart it quivers
flips and flops
round and round
spins in my chest
so I put it
to the test
one day I blurted
from my mouth
I LOVE YOU STUPID!
how bad that sounds
now that I think
I shouldn't have
said it aloud
I'm sorry love
but I'm proud
I finally told
my one and only
how I feel
guess what he told me
"I love you too"
is what he replied
I couldn't believe it
but maybe he lied
over and over
it ran through my head
I thought I was dreaming-
no wait I was dead
I had to keep blinking
to believe it was true
I finally heard
Yes, I love you too.
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| twenty-one things everyone should know about it:
1. I hate when ppl keep secrets from me
2. I am in love... seriously
3. I LOVE chocolate
4. My b-day is may 20th
5. I have 2 best friends- yeah I'm talkin 2 u! lol u know who 
6. I'm allergic 2 everything... well not everything but it seems that way!
7. I have gone past 3rd base.. hehe 
8. I have not had a boyfriend in 3 months
9. I like friends with benefits much better
10. I frenched a girl before... in front of people
11. I make out with ppl I'm not going out with 
12. I don't give a damn what ppl think about me nemore
13. I love sports
14. My favorite place to be is camp
15. The person who knows the most about me is Melanie
16. My favorite numbers are 3 and 07
17. My two favorite scents are AXE and the vent in the car
18. I hate rejection
19. my last boyfriend dumped me through a letter he sent me at camp
20. I get sad and mad very easily
21. I don't get happy very easily
enjoy... I hope this comes in useful for ne 1 who even wanted to think about going out with me... heh not that nebody would... but whatever I'm used to it by now...
peace
Y~Giz |
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| Don't sing too loud someone might hear u and think you're dying!
I’ve given up, I’m giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you've mentioned is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up I’m doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
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| ok so here's a poem that I got from somewhere a LONG time ago...... I think I was like 11 when I first found this one but I think its funny.......... kay well imma go now bye
Y~Gizzie |
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